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.....that paperweight on my desk does NOT look like a ribeye...*drools*

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xxEmaeraldxx
23:20 Feb 05 2008

hahaa... eat it babe, eat it!!

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ok...I only get 21 points a day and yesterday I went over by 2 1/2 points. So that means that my flex points that I was holding for the weekend have been dipped into. 14 1/2 beers instead of 16. Damn I'm gonna have to be careful about going over again.



So the menu for yesterday was:



1 mini hershey bar (what? I forgot the diet thing was starting!)

2 cups of coffee

6 trisket crackers

1 bowl of veg soup

1 4 oz piece of steak

10 mini pretzels

3 potato chips

10 vegetable ritz crackers

8 oz of hamburger meat

4 peanut M & Ms

1 oz Edem Cheese



They keep telling me I'll get used to it. In less than 2 weeks, I'll be used to the cutbacks. You know, it's not so much the cutbacks as it is the fact that I CAN'T have anything else.



I'm not a big chocolate fantatic, hell, I rarely eat sweets at all, and I can do without supper most days. BUT, when I'm told I CAN'T have it...well shit...I want it more. So those peanut M & Ms were just a tease and I gave in. I'll have to work on this friggin will power thing.

It's been a hell of a day. I'm home 3 days with a sick child. Work, of course, hasn't bothered to take care of itself. I'm swamped and don't care right now. I'll be here Sunday playing catch up and trying like hell not to have the boss breathin down my throat on Monday.



I'm being enlightened by some very interesting viewing material. I'm not easily swayed, but I am easily provoked. Does that make sense? Heh, probably not. Hell, it's probably not even what I mean. Do I know what I mean, really? Do we know...anything?



I don't get into big debates, I don't get into scuffles, I believe what I believe and I respect the fact that not everyone believes with me. That's ok. I like hearing about other peoples' views and opinions. I don't get angry about a healthy discussion, as long as it doesn't turn into a 'your way sucks, mine is better' kind of thing.



I'm babbling, I know. Too many things are running around in my mind right now and with every phone call, every pop up, I'm distracted and come back to a new thought. Who cares, right? it's my journal, it's just a place to throw my thoughts.



I think I actually experienced some heartache today. No one died, no one left me (though with some, it wouldn't cause heartache anyway), I just found some things really interesting. Things that made me think too much about life in general.



I don't like the way that feels, but I have to keep going. I can't stop looking at this stuff, even though it hurts. I have to know. I have to feel like I understand. I have to feel like everything I've been raised with...still holds in me. This stuff will always niggle at me, I think. I just need to know that I can still believe and have faith...after checking the whole thing out.



I don't know..it doesn't make sense to me either. How can I expect it to make sense to anyone else.



I think I'll just keep babbling. Who knows, maybe I'll babble my way right through it.

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xxEmaeraldxx
21:03 Jan 25 2008

Yea, drama is bad for the heart and who the hell needs headaches! Hope your wee one is better now :)

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Friends who are patient and understand that not all of us were born to understand, much less handle adequately, computers and their machinations...well, friends like that should all have Super Penises!



So sayeth me...so shall it be done :)



enjoy!

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A hop, spin and bounce.....that made me smile today. Thank you.

Time to change the profile page.



Between Crayton and Romo, it's a toss up as to which one I'd like to beat first.



We could have had that game. There were too many piddly penalties that could have been and SHOULD have been avoided. Romo needs to remember that he doesn't HAVE to make a play on EVERY single down. It is acceptable to throw the ball away as long as he's got someone in his sights. For pete's sake...please make sure there's someone at least close though!!



..and Crayton, jeesh, can we mail this guy some superglue..or some grip gloves??



It's done, it's over, there's always next year....but it still bites!

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MaraJade
20:19 Jan 16 2008

I like the one you have yay!

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It's Thursday morning and just after 9am. Our break room has 5 boxes of Shipley's donuts. We've got all variety of donuts in here!



I hate when they do this. I'll be asleep in 20 minutes from the sugar OD!



yes.........they twisted my arm, I had to have one...or two. OK OK...I had three dammit!



Jeesh....

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xxEmaeraldxx
21:48 Jan 15 2008

I know the feeling, I had three biscuits today! just gotta get rid of those after christmas sugar cravings! but I am addicted :( Good luck with yours "sugar" heh

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MaraJade
20:18 Jan 16 2008

I'd bite your biscuit any day hunny!

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What a wonderful surprise to see you today Nick! I miss you so much everyday. It seems like just yesterday we were having a beer and laughing about everything and everyone.



It was terrific to see you, even if for just a little while.



Keep in touch..you shithead!



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xxEmaeraldxx
21:47 Jan 15 2008

Chuckles, it feels like a bog at times right?

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xxEmaeraldxx
21:46 Jan 15 2008

I'm here now! Does that count?

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K 10 suited and K 10 on the flop....so what do I do? I go all in, of course! Figures I get beat by the guy who starts out with A J and get's a Q on the river...*&$@!#$#!!



Lost another 25K in poker last night. Damn I'm glad it's just play money!





* I post this then see the graphic I posted yesterday...I'm sooo over it!*